Saturday, January 26, 2008

Jicama


Jicama, jicama, jicama... say it fast its fun!

Recently, on my Fat Flush support forum, I came across a post that mentioned jicama. The poster mentioned eating it with her salsa.... like chips.... "What the heck is it?" I wondered.
I went in search at my local grocery store and in my mind's eye I was looking for a green veggie. I didn't find it at my local store nor at the grocery store that services many local Hispanic families. It wasn't until I stopped at a not so local Whole Foods that I happened to see the name plate that said "Jicama" I was so excited! but a bit surprised to see it wasn't a green looking veggie but a veggie that resembled an alien looking potato!

I bought one and brought it home and immediately googled jicama. I came across a site that explained it was a root and popular in Mexico. It can be eaten cooked or raw. I went right to the Fat Flush board and happy to report my fellow seasoned Fat Flushers didn't let me down!

Jicama can be used as a dipping food. Cut it a variety of ways and eaten raw. You can dip it in salsa, soups, stews etc. You can slice it thin or grate it and make it into a slaw with carrots and daikon. You can cook it up in a stir fry or in a soup...think water chestnuts. I ate mine with a little lemon juice, cinnamon and stevia yum yum!

I found it to have a mildly sweet flavor. It is deliciously crunchy like celery but without those annoying celery strings!! It is sometimes referred to as a Mexican potato but it is a 'freebie' as far as a food goes...you can eat this anytime during the day as a snack or with a meal.
So here's to the jicama! My new favorite veggie!! Crunch on!

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Rememberance

When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight. ~Kahlil Gibran

Thomas Robert November 19, 1962 - January 21, 2002

In That Moment
by Lisa
In that moment
that moment
when time and space all but stood still
when breath was held
awaiting an inhale from you
that didn't come at all
All my senses were heightened
taking in the sounds of
the room that had been held in
faded distance
until that moment
That moment
when the colors of the room and the sunlight
faded to a dull and dreary pallor
and just as you exhaled
I ceased to be
And slipped just as quietly away
into that space
that space of waiting
in the time between
no longer
and not yet

Today, January 21st, I have been widowed for 6 years. Its hard to fathom that that much time has gone by.


I think on it, dwell on it...
Today my daughter has lived half her life without a daddy. He has missed loose teeth, first communions, our sons' first trumpet performances and our daughter's saxaphone performance. He's missed scout outings and crossovers, puppy love and first girlfriends and while he has missed all the growing they have done, they have missed him just as much.
Tom lighting my birthday candles on my last birthday celebrated with him.

Tom was my best friend, my only lover, my all, my everything and I am forever grateful....


I am grateful to have had such a man in my life and for how much he loved me

I am grateful for his deep love for our children

for his silly sense of humor and
for his serious side




for his understanding of finances
and for his patience when I didn't quite understand them!

for his hugs and his kisses
and his very gentle and caring side.

for his support in my dreams and endeavors
and for his dreams for our future.

for his ability to plan (which can drive a spontaneous person crazy sometimes!)
and for his way of telling it like it is.

for his smile
and for just..... him.
He taught me so much in life and now, I have learned to do so many things on my own I never thought I'd be able to;

keep the house,
pay the mortgage
do simple repairs
paint rooms
fix a toilet,
do yard work,
take out a loan,
hire a contractor
run a lawnmower, snow blower, saws all and chainsaw!
kyak
write poetry
Raise $10,400.00 in his memory for the American Heart Association
and the list goes on and on....

Things to look forward to....
Our children who do small things or have certain expressions that remind me so much of him.
Our oldest graduating from high school next year.
My graduation from graduate school in a year!
Finding someone else in this life to love me as Tom did, someone who can bring joy and happiness into my life, someone who makes me laugh and I know somehow Tom will help me out in this department.... hey he sure helped me out with the cruise contest!
So I sit here with some tears, remembering Tom, and holding onto my truth that he was such a delight to have pass through my life.

Sunday, January 13, 2008

And the winner is!!!!



Believe it or not, its me!!!! I won!!! The above pictured ship will be my home away from home February 11-19Th as I cruise the Caribbean!!! I'm very excited!

Here is my testimony



It’s not uncommon for people to say, Fat Flush Plan?? Never heard of it! Is it a fad diet?” when I respond to the question, “You look great, what have you been doing?” Three years ago I said the same thing to a grief counselor who was living the Fat Flush way of life. I was skeptical and had a preconceived notion that like any diet I’d tried, this too would not work for me.
I have always held a bit of weight on my 5’ 3” frame. I was often on a diet. My husband loved to cook and often our meals were high in carbohydrates and fatty meats. While he stayed slim, I gained weight. It was during my second pregnancy that I developed gestational diabetes. I was sent to an endocrinologist and a nutritionist, who had me trying to control the diabetes with a diet lower on the glycemic index. This worked for me and I walked out of the hospital weighing less than I did when I’d conceived. My 3rd and final pregnancy would have me on insulin shots and pricking my fingers. After delivery, I was deemed to be borderline diabetic and advised to control it with diet and to test my blood sugars daily. I continued to struggle with the weight, moving up and down the scale. My highest weight reached a devastating 199 pounds!





Me at my highest weight


I tried a low carbohydrate diet that seemed to be working and felt like life was finally turning a corner when I encountered a life changing event. In January 2002, my husband went in to the hospital for an aortic valve transplant. Something went wrong during the operation and my husband suffered a massive bilateral stroke placing him in a coma. The week leading up to his death was fraught with many emotionally devastating decisions on my part and in the end; there was no choice but to let him go. I was suddenly a widow at 38 and left to raise our 3 small children alone.
At first, I went home and couldn't eat. I lost weight and tried to survive the best I could. Hunger finally returned a few weeks later and then I couldn’t stop eating. I see now that I was eating my grief. Home cooked meals became nonexistent. I often ordered out or took the kids to fast food restaurants. If given the opportunity to cook, I was so tired from working and the grief, that I didn’t know what to make and often made plain noodles! Our meals were completely carb overloaded!! I ballooned up to 187 lbs and carried the weight of my grief around with me. Again and again I turned to a popular diet that I believed would help if only I stayed with it. Each encounter seemed to leave me gaining the weight back and adding extra pounds. I was diagnosed with depression and put on antidepressants. I was tired all the time, but couldn’t sleep. I snored when I did manage to get a few hours and would wake up exhausted. I often had indigestion and issues that resembled IBS. I ate to pass the time when I was bored and often would snack in the middle of the night while on the computer or watching TV.


In the beginning of May 2007, I took a good look at myself in the mirror and burst into tears. I recalled the book the grief counselor had shown me and searched for it on Amazon.com. I bought a copy of the Fat Flush plan along with the cook book and the journal. The day it arrived, I read the book cover to cover. It all made sense to me and on May 28th, weighing 187 lbs; I took a leap and began eating the Fat Flush way. I lost 16 pounds within the first two weeks detoxing. I took the advice in the book and went online to Unikey and placed my first order for the Fat Flush Kit. The change in my energy and feeling of well being was almost immediate after I began taking the supplements. I have taken multivitamins in the past but the quality of the Fat Flush kit was evident in not only my energy levels but also the way my skin began to look and feel…so much clearer! I began sleeping better and my stomach issues decreased and finally ceased all together.

In August, I went for my yearly physical and my endocrinologist was impressed with the weight loss. She took down the name of the book and was going to buy a copy for herself. She ordered the regular tests and I'm happy to report that I am no longer considered pre-diabetic, my cholesterol levels all fall within the normal ranges and I have been removed from the antidepressants.


Here I am having reached my first goal of 145 lbs


I reached my first goal of 145 in October, 4 months after beginning and then set my next goal of losing 10 lbs. My clothing size has dropped from a size 18/20 to a size 10! and I have dropped 14 inches. I have never felt or looked this good since prior to getting married! I managed to get through the holidays with a 6 lb gain but once back on track, I dropped the 6 lbs and took off 2 more! by following the plan and exercising. Being a teacher, I am very public within my small town. I am often told how good I look and asked about the diet I am following. I am happy to share the name of the book and website and we now have new Fat Flushers cropping up in my town! I know with the support from the forum and Ann Louise herself, I will reach my ultimate goal.
Thank you Ann Louise and Unikey!
Lisa


Today weighing in at 141 a total loss of 46 lbs!

This first prize award came with its own trials and stresses. I am one that has been learning to stand up for myself. I'm reminded more and more how Tom would want me to stand strong in the face of adversity, how he always encouraged me to stand up and be strong. I can't say I have always been so. I was at first awarded second prize and after some discussion about how the rules of the contest were presented, I was then named winner. I'm thrilled to be going and even more thrilled to meet other fat flushers as well as attend all the seminars and learn even more about eating this way for a healthier life! My older sister will be accompanying me on the trip. She and my brother in law have been so supportive and are always there with guidance and help when its been needed. We got away for a 'girls' weekend last year and I know we will have a blast on the cruise together!

I was not without help from my very special angel though! Monday January 21st marks the 6Th anniversary since Tom's death. I sat up at his grave and talked and cried about this situation with him. I sat there looking for his guidance in just how to follow through. I played in my head conversations we'd shared in the past when I'd come up against walls before. I felt him so close this week. I know that he had a hand in the outcome... hey even the ship itself is a sign! The ship's name?? The Carnival MIRACLE!


Wednesday, January 2, 2008

Happy New Year


Happy New Year
2008!
The holidays were filled with family, friends and lots of food! While the kids played with their new Christmas video games and gadgets, I ate cookies and chocolate! I put on 5 lbs but once January 1st came about, I made plans to begin a detox regime and lose what I gained.

As I stood in the supermarket checkout line, a magazine caught my attention. "First For Women" had the big headline "Miracle Detox" plastered on the front. I stood in line and did what all bored grocery shopping patrons do... I read the article! It was written by non other than my hero Ann Louise Gittleman who authors "The Fat Flush Program" that I follow when not eating holiday goodies. The detox looked easy enough (3 days) so I bought the magazine and excitedly went home and made up a pitcher of the 'miracle juice' which is basically the cranwater I drink daily with cinnamon, ginger, nutmeg, fresh squeezed oj and lemon juices. Yesterday, each hour on the hour, I drank either an 8 oz glass of miracle juice or an 8 oz glass of water.
I woke this morning to a grand loss of 4 lbs! :) Today I went shopping up at Whole Foods for my flaxseed oil and other necessesities we were out 0f. I came upon a supply of cut oranges to 'sample' and was happy to take one. Then I came upon a sample plate of chocolate coated biscotti......and happy to say I reached to take one but that voice in my head screamed YOU DON"T NEED ONE! and I happily went on my way without putting one in my mouth.
This year I commit to staying healthy and eating right with more weight loss and lost inches as the perk!
I'd love to go on a cruise this year
By the way..I won 2nd place in the Unikeyhealth.com 's contest (grand prize was a cruise, I won $350 gift certificate to their store which is where I buy my vitamins)

So....here's to a recommittment to me in 2008!